I am SO mad! My parents grounded me until school started. And now I'm not grouned anymore. But school started again. And I miss all my friends. But I do have a crush in my classes. His name name is Nick. He is SUPER cool! And I really like him. But my ex is with me in math class and he is all sad and mean about it. But he doesn't know I love Nick and still have feelings for him. Jasson,my ex, was my boyfriend in 4th grade. Well no. 3rd grade. And we were still together in 4th grade. And his sisters were my bro and I's babysitters. And I loved Jasson a lot. And in 4th grade we were in the same classroom. Then at the end of the school year, Hannah got in way. She is WAY pretter than me. But was happening at the time was Jasson was moving to some other place. And Jasson was all for her and not me. And what happened to me, was I was a robot. I didn't remember laughing or smiling. I might have, but if I did, I don't remember.
But also,I told Jasson to stop talking about Hannah he said he would. Well...........He didn't. He lied so bad I CRIED in the lunch room! And all my friends got VERY mad at Jasson. But later,I told and told Jasson to quit. He didn't. It was his best game. How COULD he stop? He loved the game. So he did it again. And soon after all the lies and scars, I told myself, why love some stupid boy if he doesn't love you back? So I was letting go of Jasson. One inch a day. Until,I had NO love for Jasson. And now he makes me feel like it's MY fault he was in love with Hannah.But Nick isn't like that. When he sees me sad, he tires to make me feel better. EX: Yesterday in class,I was sad about something. I think I was thinking about Jasson and I turned to him. And he saw my eyes sad and I looked away. But some how he got me to turned around and when I did he made me laugh. I was very happy to see that. I hope he has feelings for me back. And Jasson learns his lessons.